i'm never alone in the dark...

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

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its nice being love. sumtimes i wish life was lik a game or sth. tt we could haf many characters as we wan. i feel so bad n tight inside myself. lik i cant breathe once i saw it. yeap. i feel sth, bt hu noes if its true n lasty or not. mayb im too timid, mayb i wont try. i feel so helpless lik a parcel being pass round n round. i feel for both. yet both feels different. i wish i could jus love peacefully but tis is nt e age 2come. im feelin bad n lost. i shld i even tink of doing anything ,or shld i nt? mayb its nt nice 2b out..so i shld'nt say.

- and I continue to think. [Tuesday, December 19, 2006]

Sunday, December 03, 2006

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haix..so long nvr blog le..so MaNy days n months. gd thing is i nvr missed e past. i would wana spend my time wid e one i would b in future soon. now in e present many things seems 2 flow so fast through my head. althought sumtimes things may appear a little messy den usual, my life haf2 go on.having tis present him is very wonderful. act is more den i can ask 4. my life sweet wid memories. n it could onli b sweet only if i make it sweet. i darenot ask 4 more. Your Name I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.

- and I continue to think. [Sunday, December 03, 2006]

Saturday, December 31, 2005

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I'm changing my blog skin.. Comments please!!!

- and I continue to think. [Saturday, December 31, 2005]

.:. total opposites..hai..but... .:.

we r opposites..hai...so we haf to teach each other common sense among both cos i tink none of us haf understood each other.. but..i musn b sad..bcos i.."ALWAYS LOOK ON E BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!" someone givme a yeah!!!! ok..tt was stupid..i would jus tell myself forget abt e past cos a bright new year is coming up & i'll jus get myself freshen up & jus b myself!!!yeah man!;P but it doesn mean i don care!!! i've to be a *nice* dada to take care of my dada..in some points like talking, if he talk crap i'll jus "plak" a slap over.. well..eventually if things are not suppose to be done he's asking for a scolding.. but..da shi teng, ma shi ai ma... & if i can i'll try to pat him to bed onli if he's tired..if he's not i'll whack till he's fully awake.. no la...i where got so hen du de? jus jokin sia.. i jus b a gd gal & he a gd boy..but if he turns naughty, i'll..HeHeHe... ;) if he turn naughty i oso b naughty lor!!!! bu yao xiang wai oh... anyway, tell to tell u ppl..ISLV..

- and I continue to think. [Saturday, December 31, 2005]

.:. if u love someone.. .:.

if u love someone & it is a pain & happiness in ur life..wat can u do? if u love someone jus sacrifice ur everything? if u love someone is it every day he live would be every second u breathe? if both is seraching for wat is lack in each other..but they still clunged together? if both was helpless & uncontrolable does anything applies on? anyway..without noeing & caring..my life goes on...

- and I continue to think. [Saturday, December 31, 2005]

.:. i miss...my class .:.

i miss... my class..2n1..i dono y...sec3 den haf to reshuffle again.. honestly i hate mixing classes..especially when u get to noe more of ur best frens &!!!! u don get to see them in ur class.. :(

- and I continue to think. [Saturday, December 31, 2005]

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

.:. yo! .:.

long time didn post...hai...so sad...but anyway, i still carry on my life..at least vivi was still there for me!!! ILHF!! if u can guess, wa say, pro sia... i wonder how was vivi exams??? so anxious..to know... kinda miss vivi!!!! muacks!! sorry i siao liao.. excuse me...ahem...so why no one here?? i bored..

- and I continue to think. [Tuesday, August 23, 2005]

Sunday, July 31, 2005

.:. sian ah.... .:.

sian..sian..still so sian hai...i jus got mary moon lyrics!!! woohoo!!! xiao.. nvrmind...tomorrow got school..sian..kinda busy now a days...i shant tell u ...muhahahaaaha!! i been goin goin goin goin out nowadays with my ahem friends. my ahem friend are quite nice.....some...>o<...my poor eyes..hm was running..i was running,the elephants and froggies was stroling don misunderstand hor...i was talking about the zoo...all the story is a frog step on me and i yelled and ran..then i bump into huimin,then she startled an elephant..that how we became friends!!! entitled:the F4!!! fantastic 4!!! red 1:"the small" red 2:"the apple" red 3:"gone with the frog" red 4:the most fantastico,the greatest,"the red elephant!!!" (applause!!!) the F4...are the famous four!!!!! hahahahahahaha!!! see anyone laughing? xiao za bo.. but the thing is......thet have VERY special powers leh!!!!!!!!!!!! red1 is great at screaming,shouting,good enough to turn ur enemy deaf,red2 fusion with red1 in screaming can drop one's ear...and best at cat claw(mind ur back)red3,best at high jumps and far distances...red4,best at rranning..(that's why there are suchs things called earthquakes)..powerful right????????? don miss this!!!! coming soon

- and I continue to think. [Sunday, July 31, 2005]

Sunday, July 17, 2005

.:. how should i explain? .:.

well...that day was a friday, where we go park, clarice and stephanie was there!!! me and hm introduce them to that place de!!! it was a quiet and peaceful place...though there was no moon,no sun, in that world,was a place that u can hear the crickets,where the sound of the lonely night be heard,and a place where lovers used to hang at,watching the stars...isn that nice the quiet world, where no qurells be heard, where no fights be seen, the place of no grudges againts one another,hearing the gently wind calling out to u jus by ur ear...how nice... jus like a dream, how i wish the time will stop there forever, and to be with and treasure that part of the precious moment...some of you who read this may understand...where some may not,till u your ownself got the taste of it..its a kind of special feeling where appears from no where,that continues to tell u the truth..we cant lie to our ownself..but to tell ourself secretly..**** is a kind of special u have for someone, there are no reasons or explainations for it.. a message to someone hoping that someone will tell *i* for me:*i*****,I **i** I **k* *o* *o***o*...

- and I continue to think. [Sunday, July 17, 2005]

Sunday, July 10, 2005

.:. new friends... .:.

i, promise to do my best,to do my duty to...enough of that!! i got to know some new friens...first it was hs...i gave it a nickname...clarice,then clarice introduce me a friend call vt,i gave the nickname as stephanie!!both ok lah..first time i see step, kinda look like a ramputan...so i manage to tell hm that it look like a kind of fruit,then she went on laughing..haha so many thing went on the way, uncountable project that sent me flying round earth,yesterday at japan,today breakfast at new york..i'll be lost sooner or later..then come a campfire, i had to rush back to singapor to attend it!! it was kinda fun too!! i'm in the performing guides,then each of us have a dance partner. mine was yix,then got one part of the song last ketchap,all the scouts rush into, and dance with us, how disgusting..then one was telling me"ay, teach me how to dance leh.." i wish i could smack him off that moment...he so bayaobai! ar...anyway i'm kinda busy...so...

- and I continue to think. [Sunday, July 10, 2005]